Wednesday, August 26, 2009
livejournal
blogger does not really like me :X
add me as friend better got private posts.
anyway will update here also...
8:57 PM
Monday, August 17, 2009
TODAY FINALLY ENDED.
geog was okay I guess
Lit was shit lol.. Don't understand at all, aiya but i didnt put in effort and study ma.
Anyway for more insights to what i really feel add me in livejournal :) .
phy tomorrow
chi common test and hist tutorial on wed
csc and maths on thurs
then it will be liberation for a while
before everything starts again.
shit
4:53 PM
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Maybe I was too harsh
Maybe I was too bossy
Maybe i was too high up
Or maybe biased or stuff
Dont know what to say actually. Just cannot stand it anymore. Also cannot stand them anymore.
Arghh must control my temper and my attitude. It's not the right way to go i think. But then again... zzz everything is so confusing.
1 more day to 1 year anniversary
2 days to dandan birthday
5 more days to no more tests
heh jiayou ba.
I hate lit. Lit hates me. Period
2:51 PM
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Woohoo no tests tomorrow.
But i have 6 tests next week.
Geog, Lit (Mon)
Physics (Tues)
Chinese Common Test (wed)
CSC, Maths (Thurs)
History was passable, Physics SPA was the same as Chem SPA (lol) and malay was... epic lol
its like the first time in the year i get a1 for paper 2. Its quite easy compared to last time (we understand the passage and cloze finally). Oh ya did I mention last week when we went for malay a relief teacher popped up and just said we had a compo test? Not mentioning this week she just came in and said we have a compre test :O .
Yesterday was super fun and scary la.
Think i have to sleep late tonight already.
My Target for tonight :
Read Physics Textbook
Read Cold War Lecture Notes.
Mousehunt
lol guess tomorrow will be fun!
7:38 PM
Monday, August 10, 2009
These are all my thoughts for the day:
All these that had happened had probably kind of forced me to accept the fact that studies and results are not everything. That is the truth that a lot of people don't find out. So I take it as a good cause :) .
Its now late in the night or maybe early in the morning and while others are either mugging/mousehunting/sleeping, im slacking!
The point i want to make is that... Im super bored although there are many stuffs waiting for me to do.
Mugging, homework and ACE aside, I need some time to really think about my life. The changes in my life that I have faced. To say truthfully I do not remember what happened yesterday exactly already, cuz it just poof and its gone. I don't really like this kind of life, its like you are 1 day nearer to death and you don't really feel it, or enjoy it.
According to yj's msn, 56 more days to EOY, and maybe 70 days to freedom, Im quite looking forward to that, but the hardest and most tedious part of the year (in terms of academics) is here, and it takes great determination and willpower to fully make use of my time, which is workable in theory for now.
For huagang, I am quite lost. I need to find the joy back. And i will soon heez.
But I am starting to appreciate theatre as a whole, just getting more interested in everything. Wonder how some words like barndoors and spiking got me more interested. But i still cant spend a lot of time in it zzz.
Next year's gonna be busy and morale must be high for one, and secondly being able to cope is another, and thirdly unity. 2.5 out of 3 is lacking lol. But I'm quite sure they will all be met somehow. :X .
It is kind of retarded when ___ emphasise on equality of chances, but strip you off the stuff you like when you cant do your academics well. It is more of meritocracy isnt it, and it is dam sucky and bullshit.
Another thing that i learnt is plans and schedules always dont work. Not only for that, even for my studying schedule today was completely screwed, and I didnt really accomplish anything... sianz.
Just hope these 2 weeks can pass quickly. Seriously, and I will be free for 1 or 2 weeks. And then the real shit comes.
Sometimes i wonder, 1 year later at this moment what will I feel.
And of course 1 year and 70 days later, how would i feel.
relaxed? relieved? regret?
I'm not so sure.
But its quite sad that 3 years have passed and only this year have I put it in my priority.
Some say it is never too late, but it is just to console yourself.
Be pragmatic like the world, the government, like a human.
It is too late, but make the best you can out of the remaining.
Ok it is time to sleep and pia tomorrow... maybe
1:13 AM
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Ahh Ahh Ahh Yea
Heehee im left with 1 and half days to study for geog lit hist phy and phy ace.
Lol but i think this term no one making megazords.. i think make already also too late le ba.
But abit sian I still dont know anything about stalin / hitler or any essays to mug on.. ahhh
yesterday was quite ok i guess.. and maybe i should enjoy the lesson more and not sit with some people whom i dont really want to sit with :O
And i should stop eating mac. seriously
1:22 PM
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
最近也比较累了，总是提不起精神来，脑筋也不能正常地运作了。在文学想用逻辑事都不能用，靠着背书的方式来吸收。。。
今天也算蛮累的， 昨天大概1 点在睡觉，对我来说睡了很少，去了学校也变得很累，无精打采。幸好今天没有下午课，但也有其他的课，中午过的时间特别好玩， 有趣，但也证明了我们真的。。。
明天地理的预考，不打算读 =。=
下个星期由历史考试，嗨。。。
后个星期有文学，地理，还加历史图托热， 应该还需作文章吧。
难过- 现在的日子好难过！
拍摄又取消了，周五活动也取消，希望周六的活动大家学得好，玩得开心：）
该去做HRP 了，也不知道今年的构思怎样想出来，起初还满容易些，现在有点困难了。
Role of drama in reflecting the societal status of Singapore
不错吧?
10:42 PM
